It's hard to not let that stuff get to you, but I don't really have many dreams at all, so I wouldn't know what to do anyway. Your friends are there for you. Even the online one's.
Why are you saying sorry for? You have no reason at all to be sorry..sometimes I don't understand you chad..things go great and then you say you are sorry for something..I know I confuse you alot and I really don't mean to..hopefully soon ill be able to get all this crap in my head worked out.
good to see you again last nite as well...good times!!
and i'm glad you think your life isn't so awful...