It's hard to relate to a problem that is unknown. However, you seem to realize what you need to do to correct it. I like to do the same thing at times when I feel like there's something bugging me so much. I like to immerse myself into it and get it out of my system....almost like an emotional enema. You'll be fine, and I hope you can get it resolved soon man. Take care of yourself.

except for the lack of sleep i am indeed remarkably well, thanks for asking. it's the mark of a generous soul to ask about someone else when you're clearly dealing with so much.

those are the "big" issues... the ones that you find yourself in over and over. and what always strikes me is that after a few years as an adult you can see it coming, and (at least in my case) it does nothing to slow me down... i've found that there are some things inherent to my nature that i've just had to learn to come to peace with. or at least work out some sort of psyche time-share with (don't laugh, it works... of course, i'm a gemini)

i can't do shit to help, so i'll just wish you well and offer you company on your journey any time you need.

i can't add much to what sam just said...i too have been in that boat you are in now way too many times....and i probably got just as bummed as you....and i've only had a handful of serious relationships .....i'm just living and learning now (still!)....

ps...that last post.....at least it looked good!!

Awe...you're such a sweetie too. It's just not fair how the sweet guys that are actually worth a damn get snubbed by the chicks.

You know what they say.... the minute you let it go and say "to hell with it all.." that's when she walks into your life. It's happened to me before.

Your drinking all night idea sounds right up my alley right about now. Sure it won't solve a damn thing, but it's nice to.... well... forget about shit for a bit, even if it is for a night or even an hour.

I'm going to be working Labor Ready all week with a pulled muscle in my back, so I probably won't be online much this week except in the early evenings. After I move this friday there's no telling how long it will take to get the internet back so i'll give you my number before I go.

I'm feeling a little better, but I may not have a voice when you come over.

Smile more and eat pumpkin harvest cookies from Mrs. Fields!

Hope things get better so you can stop distracting yourself

I ♥ you, pass it on