pants?..............................what kind?....let's be fags for a minute. and maybe in another lifetime forever.
prospects are always exciting to think about.....what's she like?
will call today, my grandmother was hogging all of my time the last couple of days cos she dosen't remember seeing me if i leave the room and then return. so sad. she misses me. i don't blame her......8)
uh...yeah, they're nothing too special. i was at the GAP buying socks and saw a pair of jeans i liked...standard gap lowrise bootfit ya, ya, ya...they fit well...dark blue, washed out...wierd brighter blue treads in them...orange stitch...etc...i think i need to hack at the bottoms. they aren't too long, just to clean. but i now know how small i have become...i haven't bought pants this small in years...and they are still loose...i should have gone a size smaller but i couldn't do it...fear that someday i might gain some wieght back...or maybe just the thought of buying pants the same size as i was in middle school is just too much.
fag enough? oh, another life...
she's an actresss...suprise? fucking LA...a friend of a friend...older...working at a bar part time...she mentioned sporty spice...skinny...dark hair...jewish, i believe...nice smile. we didn't talk too much but her friends are trying to set up a get together. i may go see her wednesday night but it would be at the bar and we probably won't get to talk much again...but i will get free drinks.
sorry about grandma...it sounds really sad. how's the rest of the ATL?
yeah...crest...i can't use the natural shit...my damn teeth ache. sad. i'm a dental sellout...oh, and i shopped at the gap...fuck i suck.
i also went to the MAC store...dealt with that demon too...that shit ain't cheap. being on the outside sucks. funny, the guys at the MAC store were actually cuter than the girls...i was hoping to find a new MAC girl...for revenge, not for love...but you know...i guess a guy would be even better revenge...too much for me though...not in this life...
fag enough?, no but it'll have to do in this life.....
actress?.........befuckingware. make-up artists and actresses, they live on the same planet.
fuck cute mac boys. we've been through this enough! both of us!.
girls......why can't they stop pretending not to care?, and start a single day with their minds not already made up how they're gonna smile?
it just makes me smile cos she told me now she dosen't care if she passes on, she's happy with life seeing me again. i hope not but if she's happy i hope she stays that way until she does.
the rest of atl...........sux. i guess. the peach is soaking wet.(heh). it's weird, too slow, nyc seems like a different planet. the little puny hipsters here make me wanna go postal or open a store to let them see what it's all about , whatever.
i've seen the spriteghost(and again tomorrow). interesting........we'll see.
prospects are always exciting to think about.....what's she like?
will call today, my grandmother was hogging all of my time the last couple of days cos she dosen't remember seeing me if i leave the room and then return. so sad. she misses me. i don't blame her......8)
CREST? really?