after 2 dcfc in a row in nyc where apparently that's the only song people here know the title even gives me bad memories of all the dumbfucks yelling it like it was a hot dog at a carnival.
and yes. this is the best therapy one could ever wish for. having others want to read your thoughts and give opinions/enlightenment/comments.
i just spent all night gauging my eyes out trying to sing 'judas, yesenia' then rearanging the song and trying again...and over and over...fucker...i'm still not happy with it...i decided not to re-sing 'drug doctor'...the whole damn song is differant but the original vocal still sounds really good. if only i could sing the fucking new songs. i'm scared.
why are you scared of something you've created that's giving you trouble?.....you own it, you control, it'll come. don't rush/push it to come out. when you're ready you'll fucking rip it out like it's nothing. if i have faith/belief in anything it's your abilities.
and yes. this is the best therapy one could ever wish for. having others want to read your thoughts and give opinions/enlightenment/comments.
one can almost survive.