home...drinking...carried a heavy ass bottle of lemonade in my backpack while i biked home so that i would have a sufficient mixer tonight...whiskey and lemonade...that is my drink of choice. do i have a problem? not because i drink whiskey and lemonade but because it's so important that i will suffer carrying it on bike because my clutch cable broke...no car till tomorrow...another problem. i have so many. oh, yeah...i could have gotten lemonade at the store on the corner but my vegan, health obssesed ass insists on drinking my whiskey with ORGANIC lemonade.
i want to get around to singing tonight but maybe i'll call a girl i met...but...i'm not really interested in her. that's a problem i have.
seems like people spend a lot of time meeting people online and yet it's still a little creepy. i don't know that i could really meet a girlfriend online. i mean...i don't have the greatest social skills in real life...i just feel like a creep on the internet...funny thing is i'm so fucking non threatening and pathetic...i'm a drunk self obsessed musician but i'm a damn sweet guy. yeah...i need a new picture...i need a new pain...the teeth aren't so bad today.
pez is right...i FEEL...I FEEL EVERYTHING!!! fuck everyone who is out of touch and there are plenty of them. like her...she didn't used to be. do i miss her or do i miss comfort and love and trust?
i'm gonna eat and then i'm gonna drink more and then i'm gonna sing.
i want to get around to singing tonight but maybe i'll call a girl i met...but...i'm not really interested in her. that's a problem i have.
seems like people spend a lot of time meeting people online and yet it's still a little creepy. i don't know that i could really meet a girlfriend online. i mean...i don't have the greatest social skills in real life...i just feel like a creep on the internet...funny thing is i'm so fucking non threatening and pathetic...i'm a drunk self obsessed musician but i'm a damn sweet guy. yeah...i need a new picture...i need a new pain...the teeth aren't so bad today.
pez is right...i FEEL...I FEEL EVERYTHING!!! fuck everyone who is out of touch and there are plenty of them. like her...she didn't used to be. do i miss her or do i miss comfort and love and trust?
i'm gonna eat and then i'm gonna drink more and then i'm gonna sing.
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we feel and read into everything, instead of not bothering to look past the haze that most people exist in every day. it's so much harder and that's why we do it to ourselves, to see who can make it through with us. adn if we can make it through ourselves.
so far there haven't been any contenders who could endure the magnifying glass of self-exploration and evolution. we won't /can't stop. we will die. so we'll live alone instead of die with someone who dosen't want to try to live with their eyes opened.