I just wrote a big long rant of a comment, hit the wrong button, and it's gone.
Fuck.
The gist of it was as follows:
1. This is what a woman looks like. Fucking curvy and fucking hot. (whoa hot!)
2. Fuck Kate Moss. She looks fucking unheallthy and it's not attractive. Same goes for all the nasty toothpick "new york girls" running around this town. They need to fucking eat and realize the damage they are doing to their own gender bu subscribing to this trash.
3. About your family... wow. That's rough. (I said a lot more, but that's basicly what it boiled down to -- that, and "don't listen to it (see the next point)).
4. You've gotta filter that shit out. 20 pounds?? If you lost 20 pounds, you'd look unhealthy.
That's pretty much what the original comment boiled down to. Except I said "fuck" a lot more in that one.
Wisdom in the above comments. Hell, I look at it this way - in 9 cases out of 10, I think society is absolutely full of shit. Why put any stock in their ideas about *anything*, much less appearance? Ew.
From browsing your photo albums, unless something has gone drastically wrong with your body chemistry, 20 pounds would not be *almost* unhealthy, it'd be totally unhealthy.
I am good friends with Eliska and Sydni, and they both work as plus-size models. I look at them and I'm like, this is plus-size? Honestly, it's like girls coming up today don't even have a chance. Totally fucked.
And you can come throw rocks at the beach, but only if you bring that cute Japanese kid.