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The last couple weeks have been so hecktic. had a ton of college work to do. I finally finished my report on serial killers today! So thats one thing out of the way! the research for it took so long, or i could have been finished ages ago. Ive got to get my research assessment in soon. I really need to get help with the standard deviation im fucking hopeless at maths. I honestly have no clue what im ment to do. I vaugly remeber doing it in school but that was so long ago and i was so bad at it then too.

Yestarday me and matthew went swimming it was okay. apart from the old people that couldnt quite grasp the concept of "lanes" apparently. I think ill shoot myself when i reach 60. Do the world a favour.

Today i went in to college to hand in my report and then went home cos i felt terrible. I just feel all grogy and tired all the time. I think its because of my depo injection, cos i was okay before i went on that. I have a big burn on my tummy, cos i was cooking and burnt myself on a pot its still all red and angry looking, i hope it goes away. I dont want more scars. I have enough already. I must be the most accident prone person in the world im always damaging myself in some way or another. I really am hopeless sometimes. I should be wrapped in cotton wool and put in a padded room

I really need to get some new pictures when i have a chance. Might try a wee set or something. I shall see. Maybe wait till after all my exam n stuff is over and i have time to think. nevermind do anything else.