starknaked

so i did something that i probably shouldnt have done.
but i feel like it had to be.
i feel so naked right now...so stripped away of any thoughts of my maturity, my devotion. i feel so young and silly right now...so mixed with good and the not so good...and im not to sure how i got here....but i saw this happening....transforming and in the back of my head i thought it wont ever happen, even while knowing that really it would...was...and did.
what a dilemma.
problem that i see at this moment is not really having a good friend to talk too..so im sounding off to this empty board in hopes that i will work this out in my head and soon.

its those curveballs man.....i swear this one is pretty hardcore.