This is not an emo post. This is not an attention-seeking blog about the cold, cruel world. This is honesty, unrestrained and uninhibited, free of the influence of peer pressure, chemicals or ulterior motives.
I feel as if I have cut out my heart.
To all those who would judge me, know this. To all those who look down on me for my self-medicating, escapist, anti-social ways, shut your damn mouths and acknowledge truth. Not one of you is in any position to evaluate my actions or the person that I am. I have lived a life of loss and alienation. I have turned my back on loved ones, forgotten who I am and become the thing that I despise most. But I have done the best I know how with the gifts God has given me. No one has any right to punish me for my transgressions but God. For what earthly price I might pay, I've volunteered it readily of my own volition. I need no help from you.
Not one of you self-righteous, pompous pricks could claim half as much humility. You are all hypocrites. You are all cowards. You know who you are.
This is not an apology.
I feel as if I have cut out my heart.
To all those who would judge me, know this. To all those who look down on me for my self-medicating, escapist, anti-social ways, shut your damn mouths and acknowledge truth. Not one of you is in any position to evaluate my actions or the person that I am. I have lived a life of loss and alienation. I have turned my back on loved ones, forgotten who I am and become the thing that I despise most. But I have done the best I know how with the gifts God has given me. No one has any right to punish me for my transgressions but God. For what earthly price I might pay, I've volunteered it readily of my own volition. I need no help from you.
Not one of you self-righteous, pompous pricks could claim half as much humility. You are all hypocrites. You are all cowards. You know who you are.
This is not an apology.