At this point staying strong and keeping my head up seems impossible, the people that are supposed to be there for you have always in my case made things worse, and it wasnt accidental, they always consider it a game to push someone while they are down. When your own mom thinks you were lying about getting towed and assuming youre a druggie like she was, even worse is when she gets into your face because you call her out and tell her the truth. I have made more than enough attemptts at correcting things in my life and i continue to feel as if my only option is to sit back and watch it all pass by, everytime i step out the door and enjoy the fresh air my future plans get shattered, and efverything crumbes all at once, will i come back from this fall, most definitely, am i pissed off as could be. OF COURSE. how do i resolve this i cant i just press onwards into another direction because im seriously sick of this shit.
xenah:
Dont give up, it will get easier some day
spiiml4od:
gotta have faith, i know