spearecrest

As I sit here, having smoked 10 cigarettes in quick succession and almost downed a bottle of red wine in under a mnute I ponder why oh why did I offer to cook for my housemates. Normally it be 4 of us, but this weekend we have visitors. 7 in fact.

It is the mid afternoon and I thought I could cook a roast dinner...
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It's that time of the year where many of us feel filled with the Yuletide joy.

I suppose it takes me a while to get into the spirit of things. I normally give to charity throughout the year from my pay check so at Christmas it's more about acts of kindness for me. Normally you'll find me as the Christmas grump in the office as...
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so this week has been a bit of a weird one with a lot of drama involved. Thankfully it's hopefully all settled down for the last time!

On Monday I decided that I wasn't happy staying where I was (live in landlady imposed quite a few rules, the room was small and the bed smaller) so I went had a look at a few places...
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I suppose I just need to get what happened off my chest and in some written form.

So the last week has been kind of interesting, I've always been open about my sexuality and about liking guys as well as girls. Well on Monday I had sex with a guy.

He was 18 - I'm 30.

It was his first time, it wasn't mine.

We...
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Loving the lyrics to Sex - Cheat codes: "that was unbelievable, I wanna do it again, I'll eat you like a cannibal, you're sweet like cinnamon"

It's part of my workout mix and I just love some of the lines in the song. It's not the most up tempo hard core that I normally listen to when sweating, but it certainly makes me smile and...
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