hahaha i know exactly what you mean... especially as a former mall rat, i know all to well what is in the mind of the non-shoppers. by the way thanks for the cheer up message.

haha yea mallrat a long time ago before i discovered beer in its many delicious forms. but iunno ive been depressed for a while cuz my brother is sick and hes getting better now very slowly but i kinda pushed alot of people away and wouldnt let anyone in. then i met some girl who was awesome but after 2 amazing dates she said she wasnt ready for anything serious... when i totally was. she said sorry, she shoulda told me at day one, even though we both had a great time. granted 2 dates isnt that much but when you feel you connect with someone like i thought was happening it seemed like 30+ dates. blah who knows. im getting over it cuz it was so brief, but she is friends with my friends and it gets awkward. so now i feel as if im kidna closing myself off again because opening up just doesnt work hahaha. but on a lighter note, i have nachos and they are great! so what kinda beer do you like drinking miss?
sorry if all that sounded weird by the way, im jsut flustered lately.

hey hey.. did you change yer phone number? I tried to talk to you the other day... or its just cuz you dont wanna talk to me? hehehe
take care

yea my brother has leukemia... so we still have a long way to go before its over. but hes doing good. on the mend and hopefully not back in the hospital like he has been for almost a year. but yea as far as the girl... it is her loss, well at least i gotta tell myself that. i have dealt with many-a-girl in my day and i agree they are for the most part crazy, of course there are always exceptions to every rule. im optimistic for the most part. i just dont know where to meet people anymore haha. so you goin home for the holidays and whatnot? and you never told me what kinda beers you like

thats awesome that you are glad to be home, i used to not like coming home from college. i didnt have any friends at home at the time. ooo the cape huh? i thought you were from ny? im sorry that your friend had it, you know what it feels like then, it is def. not an easy thing for anyone to deal with who has had a sick loved one. we just got some good pizza and watched some tv and he seems good tonight so im in a fairly good mood. yea i hear you about the budget... if i have no cash ill buy mgd or high life. but if i have money i drink lots of exotic beer. i brew my own beer in my basement and its nummy. i also go to a lot of beer festivals, so as you can tell, i really like beer. i am actually drinking a wachussett blueberry right now, and its very tasty. and magic hat is good, i really like the 9 but the roxy roles is good as well. so did you sing anything good at karaoke? i went to japan and was rocking my socks off at karaoke once... it was sooo good. well you have a good night, i have 2 more days of work till xmas then i am free for three days! you like the chicken... and i like the monkey

hey Andrea!

ooooo, so why did you end up moving to the cape? thats cool that you are excited, do you still have alot of friends there? i dont sing about 50% of the time that i do karaoke cuz its takes ALOT of booze for me to do it, and sometimes i dont have the funds and sometimes ill just puke if i get that drunk. i was pretty drunk in japan but there was only like 6 other people there so it was cool. so did you meet new people there? or did you already know most of the people there? what kinda hooch were you drinkin? hard booze messes me something awful. you have NEVER seen clerks before?! pshh i cant talk to you anymore haha . the second movie is awesome, i saw it on opening night then once more the next weekend. i bought it on dvd, and its still hilarious... nothing like the first one though. it kinda reflects kevin smiths newer movies, but still has raunchy comic value. and things are pretty good here, im takin it easy last night and tonight so i can prepare for the next couple of days. i wrapped all my presents and such so i can just sit around and do nothing. so how are things on your end? ok time to go eat some french bread pizza, catch you later...

Steve

hey how was your xmas? im soooo full from the last 3 days, fool of too much beer and and really good holiday food that is.

hey Andrea,

haha yea im the same way with the booze tonight and all weekend, my mom yelled at me for being drunk. but now i had to come home early cuz im allergic to my grandparents dog... well all dogs for that matter. i think i might go pass out for a couple minutes, but i know itll be for the rest of the night and i dont wanna sleep for that long. thats awesome that you got a new ipod, ive been rocking the green mini for a long while now. i use it every single day. i got a bunch of good movies for xmas and a few cds, and im getting money to get my block prints from japan framed with museum glass and all this stuff. they are over 100 years old and expensive so that was a good gift for me. i got a video game for my wii and some cash and some clothes and pez, which i already ate. a whole mess of smaller stuff too like superhero underwear!!! you get anything else good? uggg yea i never rock the vodka anymore, i do it very rarely. if i do a shot its usually a kamakaze. man if you were closer right now, id totally go see black friday with you! i think that my sister is going to see it in a couple hours. ok time to go rest and digest some chinese food, and cookies, and ham, and delmonoco potatoes, and chocolate, and meatballs, and more... o damn i ate way too much. keep it real.

Steve

i drank whiskey and eggnog with my grandfather today.

p.s. what kinda ipod did you get?

I WANT THAT ONE! its soo nice. i cant afford that kinda stuff though. all my spare money goes to booze and tattoos hehe.

hows the ipod doin? anything amazing planned for the rest of your break?... that is before you return to this fine city of ours. i need to head into boston and get some beers myself!

sorry i havent gotten back to you. no plans for the next even month. im just gonna try to keep it low key. i need to save some cash. how is your trip to your high school home goin? and how was your new years? mine blew serious junk. i wish i had more to report but my life has been bland as of late.