sniper

I'm trying my best to just accept the fact that the shoot I planned (and bought everything for $300.00 later) isn't going to happen.
I'm trying to look at it like it will give me more time to plan a good set,
BUT I'm just downright dissapointed that I was so excited about it and then it's canceled because it wasn't noticed I live too far away until the last second.
Why the fuck can't I live in Seattle like all the rest of the people!!!!

This happens EVERY TIME when I want to do something fabulous like this. I should just take it as a damn sign that I'm just not meant to do this or something. I'm tired of watching all the other Hopefuls get to shoot sets left and right whenever they want when I plan for 3 months and get canceled on. It's just not fucking fair.

Just my luck I live in some stupid, out of the way, podunk town.

Sorry, guess I just need to rant and be pissed off for a minute. Everybody has their moments.