Wow, I haven't updated in nearly 2 months. That's a record for me!
Apologies to people who I usually leave a comment on their blogs etc etc but I've just not been around on here much at all except for the odd comment in the SG Scotland group. I've barely even looked at hot naked boobies. Except when I peered at Lavonne's set where she shaved off all her hair. She is one of my faves due to her similarity to Milla Jovovich and seeing all that hair come off was something else! She still looked hot though!
What have I been up to? I'm sure by now no-one cares and I've long been forgotten about but I'm home alone, bored and listening to Greg Dull's Amber Headlightsi so I think I'll vent my spleen a little.
Labirynthitis. Not a fear of mazes. A fucking irritating sense of dizziness every minute of every day. That's what I have right now and it's what I've had for almost two months non-stop. I tell a lie, I'm OK when I'm at home or at work and I'm sat down rigidly. However, a simple 5 minute walk to the local shop leaves me static in the middle of the pavement clutching onto the nearest pole as I think I'm gonna fall over. I can't look down whilst walking, I can't text whilst walking, I can't walk faster than a tortoise with a fucking lorry on it's back. It's damn irritating and has been severely affecting my usual sunny mood.
I am now at the stage that I don't look forward to leaving the house as I'm scared of how stupid I'll look walking down the road. It really has got me down recently and is affecting my band as well.
We played a gig in Barfly on 17 February and all through that day I was convinced I wasn't gonna make the gig. A mixture of my usual nerves and spinning streets whilst walking down buchanan street almost had me telling the guys to go on without me. However, I was brave and we played a pretty good set. I've put a couple of photos in the pics section as I can't be arsed uploading pics to link to. The place WAS packed though and overall it was pretty good and really enjoyable. If anyone wants to check it out you can go to our myspace page and watch a wee vid clip of our song Hell Is Hot.
Anyway, blah de blah, since that night I've been pretty much fucked off with the whole band thing and I think it's down to the way i've been feeling since my bout of illness. It's also probably down to our new overly confident singer. He seems to have not listened to us when we said we only do this a hobby and wouldn't want it to go any further. He is now talking about making demo's, sending them off to record labels, summer festivals etc etc. I mean, I don't think we're good enough for that in the slightest but even if we were, it is categorically NOT what I want to do. I want to play gigs with my mates for fun and no more. I feel stepping back from the band may be the best bet if they have new ambitions. I'd be probably a little upset if it had to open but to be honest, with everything that's going on and my low moods right now, I wouldn't really care that much. Which is a shame.
Apart from all that whinging, things have been good. I turned 29 last month and got some cool DVD's including The Departed, Clerks 2, Children of Men, Little Miss Sunshine and Malefique. The latter being a mind-bending French Horror movie. Also got a couple of cool books and my Xbox 360 is keeping me happy.
All I need now is for this bastard labirynthitis to go away and I can maybe reclaim my happiness and post a little more on this site!
Apologies to people who I usually leave a comment on their blogs etc etc but I've just not been around on here much at all except for the odd comment in the SG Scotland group. I've barely even looked at hot naked boobies. Except when I peered at Lavonne's set where she shaved off all her hair. She is one of my faves due to her similarity to Milla Jovovich and seeing all that hair come off was something else! She still looked hot though!
What have I been up to? I'm sure by now no-one cares and I've long been forgotten about but I'm home alone, bored and listening to Greg Dull's Amber Headlightsi so I think I'll vent my spleen a little.
Labirynthitis. Not a fear of mazes. A fucking irritating sense of dizziness every minute of every day. That's what I have right now and it's what I've had for almost two months non-stop. I tell a lie, I'm OK when I'm at home or at work and I'm sat down rigidly. However, a simple 5 minute walk to the local shop leaves me static in the middle of the pavement clutching onto the nearest pole as I think I'm gonna fall over. I can't look down whilst walking, I can't text whilst walking, I can't walk faster than a tortoise with a fucking lorry on it's back. It's damn irritating and has been severely affecting my usual sunny mood.
I am now at the stage that I don't look forward to leaving the house as I'm scared of how stupid I'll look walking down the road. It really has got me down recently and is affecting my band as well.
We played a gig in Barfly on 17 February and all through that day I was convinced I wasn't gonna make the gig. A mixture of my usual nerves and spinning streets whilst walking down buchanan street almost had me telling the guys to go on without me. However, I was brave and we played a pretty good set. I've put a couple of photos in the pics section as I can't be arsed uploading pics to link to. The place WAS packed though and overall it was pretty good and really enjoyable. If anyone wants to check it out you can go to our myspace page and watch a wee vid clip of our song Hell Is Hot.
Anyway, blah de blah, since that night I've been pretty much fucked off with the whole band thing and I think it's down to the way i've been feeling since my bout of illness. It's also probably down to our new overly confident singer. He seems to have not listened to us when we said we only do this a hobby and wouldn't want it to go any further. He is now talking about making demo's, sending them off to record labels, summer festivals etc etc. I mean, I don't think we're good enough for that in the slightest but even if we were, it is categorically NOT what I want to do. I want to play gigs with my mates for fun and no more. I feel stepping back from the band may be the best bet if they have new ambitions. I'd be probably a little upset if it had to open but to be honest, with everything that's going on and my low moods right now, I wouldn't really care that much. Which is a shame.
Apart from all that whinging, things have been good. I turned 29 last month and got some cool DVD's including The Departed, Clerks 2, Children of Men, Little Miss Sunshine and Malefique. The latter being a mind-bending French Horror movie. Also got a couple of cool books and my Xbox 360 is keeping me happy.
All I need now is for this bastard labirynthitis to go away and I can maybe reclaim my happiness and post a little more on this site!
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