I AM SO FUCKING PISSED. I am hating the way things are going right now in my life. I am fucking stuck in a fucked up situation, feeling like I shouldn't give a fuck, realizing that I do. Fighting with my mind, wanting to cut myself open to let the rage out. GODDAMMIT. I am so pent up I could fucKing puke blood on everyone who pisses me off. Talking to myself until I realize I am punching a hole in the wall. FUCK THIS!! Why do I hurt? What the fuck did I do to deserve this constant pain? BULL SHIT!!! I don't have to take this shit! I want others to bleed profusely for no reason just so I can feel better about how I have been treated. I could slaughter everyone on this fucking rock then shoot myself in the face and still die with enough rage to send Hell into heaven. Fuck them. Where's my peace, where's my gratuity? IT'S SICKENING!! Maddening rage clouding my every thought with hatred, masking it with a gentle trench, flashing the demon when it is too big to conceal anymore. I eat you with my chest, knarly broken body consuming my future. Ribs for teeth, not her pleasure. Fucking anyone who comes along just to pass on the intensity of my fated exsistence. Look what I have resorted to, writing in a fucking online journal for those who don't give a fuck and those who'll never read it. I can't communicate my rage to anyone, I am without release, taunted by my past, no control over my present state. I am getting more angry as I write this. THIS IS FUCKED!! So if you are done go write about how you cut yourself cause shit didn't go your way or dady couldn't afford to buy you the newest whatever the fuck. Just don't cry to me about how I need to calm down. I don't want to hear it anymore.
Current status of life: FUCKED
Looking for: A FUCKING WAY OUT
Comments: NOTHING I HAVE'NT SAID OR HEARD BEFORE.
Current status of life: FUCKED
Looking for: A FUCKING WAY OUT
Comments: NOTHING I HAVE'NT SAID OR HEARD BEFORE.