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so, I haven't been on here in a while, and I have been torn between here and myspace, and work, and work, and sleep.
Myspace is cancelled...too fucked up for me.
So, now I have you, SG, my one and only SG.
Ahh, I see most of my friends on here have gone and left me. So I must do a cleaning of my friends list. I plan on being here more often (Read: about 2 times more a month than I am now!).
I have good news and not so good news.
I have a new job. I'm now officially a slave to the cubicle. I work in tech support now. I thought this would be the right move to make, even tho I took a pay cut to get here. We'll see, but so far I see no resemblance to my career path and this new job, but I guess it gives me experience. And I still have my part-time job as a retail slave in an office supply store. I work anywhere between 60 and 70 hours a week just so I can float financially. I'd love to pay off some of these bills, but I know it's not possible to land on the beach, or even get halfway to the beach. I just want to be waist deep instead of nose deep. I can breathe a little, but it's getting tighter. This new job has some commission tied to it, so if I can kick ass I might be able to swim with my chin above water for a little bit.
No news on the relationship front. I'm just an old fuck who doesn't know how to get laid. I thought I knew how, and figured I'd use it when the time is right, but I'm clueless. I haven't asked a girl out in a decade. Well, that's not true. I've asked out a couple, but been rejected.
Oh yeah, I've got a ton of girls who are friends, but get too close and it's like I'm Edward Scirssorhands or something. I'd like to think I know a little bit aobut something when it comes to the opposite sex. Shit, I think I've heard everything about them from working at my part-time job when I work in the morning and it's all girls who I have to work with.
Ah well. I've pretty much given up on finding that special someone. There's just not anyone out there for me. The more I think about it, the more I realize that I must have been a pretty fucked up d00d in my past life. That's the only rationale I can think of with all the shit that's gone on in my life. I'm not the most unlucky person, but a little luck with relationships would be awesome. Seriously, now I'm at the fucked up age where I can't find a girl who doesn't have a kid or who's willing to "teach" a guy a thing or two about the nasty. I don't know if I want kids, and I know I don't want to get into a relationship where i have to all of a sudden be some kind of father figure. I ain't a role model and I ain't someone to look up to.
Anyways, how the hell have ya'll been? Those who haven't met me, say hi! I don't bite.....too hard.....
so, I haven't been on here in a while, and I have been torn between here and myspace, and work, and work, and sleep.
Myspace is cancelled...too fucked up for me.
So, now I have you, SG, my one and only SG.
Ahh, I see most of my friends on here have gone and left me. So I must do a cleaning of my friends list. I plan on being here more often (Read: about 2 times more a month than I am now!).
I have good news and not so good news.
I have a new job. I'm now officially a slave to the cubicle. I work in tech support now. I thought this would be the right move to make, even tho I took a pay cut to get here. We'll see, but so far I see no resemblance to my career path and this new job, but I guess it gives me experience. And I still have my part-time job as a retail slave in an office supply store. I work anywhere between 60 and 70 hours a week just so I can float financially. I'd love to pay off some of these bills, but I know it's not possible to land on the beach, or even get halfway to the beach. I just want to be waist deep instead of nose deep. I can breathe a little, but it's getting tighter. This new job has some commission tied to it, so if I can kick ass I might be able to swim with my chin above water for a little bit.
No news on the relationship front. I'm just an old fuck who doesn't know how to get laid. I thought I knew how, and figured I'd use it when the time is right, but I'm clueless. I haven't asked a girl out in a decade. Well, that's not true. I've asked out a couple, but been rejected.
Oh yeah, I've got a ton of girls who are friends, but get too close and it's like I'm Edward Scirssorhands or something. I'd like to think I know a little bit aobut something when it comes to the opposite sex. Shit, I think I've heard everything about them from working at my part-time job when I work in the morning and it's all girls who I have to work with.
Ah well. I've pretty much given up on finding that special someone. There's just not anyone out there for me. The more I think about it, the more I realize that I must have been a pretty fucked up d00d in my past life. That's the only rationale I can think of with all the shit that's gone on in my life. I'm not the most unlucky person, but a little luck with relationships would be awesome. Seriously, now I'm at the fucked up age where I can't find a girl who doesn't have a kid or who's willing to "teach" a guy a thing or two about the nasty. I don't know if I want kids, and I know I don't want to get into a relationship where i have to all of a sudden be some kind of father figure. I ain't a role model and I ain't someone to look up to.
Anyways, how the hell have ya'll been? Those who haven't met me, say hi! I don't bite.....too hard.....
thans for the compliment on my nerf gun