wow kid. you you give off such a fucked up first impression and then it's so honestly refreshing to realize that you're actually a pretty awesome person.
too bad you offset all that in the last 24 hours by being the absolute biggest whiny pussy fuckup, ever. i expected better from you, although i'm sure nobody else was surprised. venting in your online journal, and expecting people who have NEVER visited your journal (ie me), to come in and comment? i actually went to WORK today. want to know something i don't do while i'm at work? VISIT YOUR JOURNAL.
and about you being such a pussy that you couldn't speak your mind directly? when people do it this way, it's cowardly, and it just goes to show that even YOU know you are just WRONG. you put everyone down all day. all day. everyone. read that again. you throw words around that are "uncool" or "not politically correct" (nigger, fag, bitch) assuming that you are past all that because your life as a white male is so hard.
not getting your high school diploma is NOT my fault. it's not ANYONE's fault except YOURS. you can blame it on any asshole, or your mom, or anybody. not being able to afford both weed AND food is inane. the fact that you choose weed over food is ignorant and it's embarrassing to us (and should be to you) that you even admit that.
we're all humans. we all have hard lives. you don't know about mine, and i don't know about yours.
if you have issues with someone, anyone, you go directly to them and work it out. or you can be a big fat fucking 5 year old child and cry about it in the middle of the street, which is basically what you have done here. you can choose to grow up and actually BE 28, or you can continue on your current path. again, it has nothing to do with any of us.
too bad you met me, as i will tell you straight up, and not pussyfoot around shit like gregg just did.
sg is not the place to go for therapy. go get some help and leave us all out of it. learn how to handle life. you're smart. find a way to be a whole person. it's not always about money. get out of your room, go outside, learn how to cross the street, and do NOT contact me, again, ever. because when you're ready to apologize? i am not interested. fix your problems or not, and leave me out of it.
p.s. in total sincere honesty--i have no idea why you're this upset. last thing i remember saying to you was that i wish i knew your real name so i didn't have to keep thinking of you as "skumfuck."
p.p.s. the trigger is not the problem. *i* am not your problem. whatever has been triggered by me: that's where the issues lie.
heh. interesting. stalk much? obsessive compulsive?
no wonder you read my shit like its the plague.
im a thought provoking person.
ill say what i want to say, and leave it to society to take it how you/they want it.
im a person that is interested in the functions of a person's needs, anywhere, anytime, internet, social. whatever, good or bad reactions... its interesting to see how words reflect.
how many levels of "smart" are there?
hmm. up to 160.
how much do we really conform?
me? not much at the moment. sure im living day by day.
you have your lives, i have mine.
it is my profile here isnt it? y'know, fuck it, why not "blog" shit?
they're just words aren't they?
ah. people. brains. words. reactions.
wow.
im gonna rest my case. ill chose my own friends. thanks.
i am the alien with three brainwavelevels.
i branded it SkumFuck.
hugs bro-i feel ya-sorry to hear about ur moms-things will get better-promise-even in our darkest hours-there will be some light at the end of the tunnel-besides i think ur the shiznit!