So, yeah I havn't kept up with this, I've been in some loopy moods, I think I can chalk it up to the pain killers from a recent back injury that I am now finally getting over....I didn't take my painkillers for the first time last night and I tossed and turned all night coupled with a foul depression, until I took them so that I could slip into a drugged induced coma. So yea, anyway, I am back only slightly addicted to the numbness of a pill induced euphoria, hell I am too drugged up now to even know if I spelt that right or not hah ! So hopefully, I will start keeping this updated, I need more e-friends that are more my style, my IRL Army friends aren't into the same things I am and I need a vent.