The rest of this month is seriously gonna suck.
I bust my ass and still never have enough money. It's incredible how much I pay towards taxes. It's incredibly insane.
Some higher class positions are opening at the company. I just started there, am not even fully vested in the union yet. In fact, I complete my training on Thursday with a 1 hour evaluation. But, I'm going out for the other positions. I need to get out of customer service. I've done it for probably 5 + years, but I hate it. I feel like such a fucking whore. I got criticized when I was a dancer, shit atleast I was being admired and respected for the most part at work. And I got paid very fucking well, thanks. It was worth it to deal with the occassional asshole who was gonna be bounced out anyway. But this fucking shit, it's a rariety to answer the phone and speak with someone who is courteous and respectful. I get paid to get yelled at and called names all day because of the company's fuck ups. Because of shit that had NOTHING to do with me. I get paid the lowest wages on the tier to get screamed at most of the day.
I can't take it anymore. It's probably crazy.. because it's a solid company. The benefits aren't commonplace these days. But, shit. I always told myself I'd never stay in a situation that wasn't making me happy. I'm not happy with this.
But maybe I'm being too sensitive. There's a lot of other shit going on that could be making this harder to deal with than it should be.
Shit. I need a break. Or a massage.
I bust my ass and still never have enough money. It's incredible how much I pay towards taxes. It's incredibly insane.
Some higher class positions are opening at the company. I just started there, am not even fully vested in the union yet. In fact, I complete my training on Thursday with a 1 hour evaluation. But, I'm going out for the other positions. I need to get out of customer service. I've done it for probably 5 + years, but I hate it. I feel like such a fucking whore. I got criticized when I was a dancer, shit atleast I was being admired and respected for the most part at work. And I got paid very fucking well, thanks. It was worth it to deal with the occassional asshole who was gonna be bounced out anyway. But this fucking shit, it's a rariety to answer the phone and speak with someone who is courteous and respectful. I get paid to get yelled at and called names all day because of the company's fuck ups. Because of shit that had NOTHING to do with me. I get paid the lowest wages on the tier to get screamed at most of the day.
I can't take it anymore. It's probably crazy.. because it's a solid company. The benefits aren't commonplace these days. But, shit. I always told myself I'd never stay in a situation that wasn't making me happy. I'm not happy with this.
But maybe I'm being too sensitive. There's a lot of other shit going on that could be making this harder to deal with than it should be.
Shit. I need a break. Or a massage.
Honestly, I used to do that for a living and it's better to take a pay cut and work at Starbucks than do that shit [shudder!].