AHaha, I know exactly what you mean....I am opening a new restaurant....overseeing/consulting a small pizza joint...I got kicked around real good the past couple days....but I feel like a duck in water. I love it and in a way am begging for more.....chefs are a bunch of effing adrenaline junkie masochists...I am looking forward to the first real paycheck in 6 months.....feels nice to be productive and earning again.
Yeah. This is just temporary. I keep telling myself this, but I get so scared I'll end up stuck here? I don't know. Sometimes I think I'm too ambitious and other times I'm the most apathetic person you could meet.
Inverness would be full of my type of man if I liked men who looked like they were verging on being inbred.
Hope you're feeling a little more... er, healthy by the time you read this.
Haha .I am so like that at times - honestly, I cut off my nose to spite my face sometimes. I won't even make an attempt at something if I think I'm doomed to failure, because I don't handle failure very well!
That's a pretty damn good Neil Young cover, by the way. Thom Yorke's voice suits the song perfectly.
I got my first pay cheque today too. Not as much as yours (not even a fraction!), but it felt good.
What didn't feel good was the monster headache I've been battling all day on my day off.
As for the Gemini thing. I'm the total opposite. I don't think much of myself at all and always think of other people as being far more worthy/intelligent/beautiful/insert positive noun here than myself - it's a bit of a problem I have or maybe I'm just far too honest with myself!
Oh the restuarant life. I actually kinda miss my restaurant job. Teaching is a whole other challenge all on its own. It takes another kind of breed, man. Hope you and the lady are doing great!
