I'm sorry you're feeling discouraged. I have no idea what kind of effort goes into conceiving, shooting, and submitting a set, but I'm sure it's taxing. I just wanted to say that I liked your photos, especially one of the earlier sets ("Crab"?).
Anyway. I hope that you choose to stay, and try again. Either way, good luck to you, and on your upcoming wedding.
I LOVE your sets!!