shescrafty

I've gone from feeling so incredibly weak, to feeling more emotionally healthy than ever.

Nathans been gone for 4 days now, and he wont be home till the 19th. I thought I'd be a complete wreck, but i'm not, not at all. I haven't cried since the night before he left. I miss him tons, but im so calm and together.

I was terrified of this break, but we really did need it. Things have been so hectic between us, and this gives us a chance to calm down.

I'm so focused on getting him back right now. This proves Im not dependant on him anymore, and hopefully he'll see it the same way.

He said all i need is a life outside of him, and to not be dependant. I think once I get a job, things will be set. And I hope to have a job before he gets back.

Im so close to my goal I can taste it.