shescrafty

I'm feel a lot better.

Not so lonely. Probably because I solved my problems with one of my friends, and things are finally getting better with another.

I miss Nathan, but surprisingly, I'm really fine without him. One side effect of not talking to him is that I dream about him everynight, but wierd dreams.

I spent time with my oldest friend, Nikole, and her baby on thursday. Her apartment is so tiny, I felt so bad for her. But it really opened my eyes, Im deffinitly going to be more careful sex wise.

My friend Blake is supposed to come by tomarrow. I know he wants to atleast make out with me... and see my tits, but thats not why hes comming. Im just not sure If I want to be physical with another guy. Its tempting, and it may help, but I have no clue how I'll feel after. I just know I can't tell Nathan, I don't want him to feel wierd and such everytime I hang out with him.