that party sounds like a nightmare. im sure everyone probably did the hustle right?

even more reasons to love you! i was the same way about 2 years ago. I had been in the relationship from hell and I guess that's why at times it is so hard to listen to her - because I know the only way to get out of it is to walk through a fuckload of pain...But - even having said that, I know how grateful I am for the life I have today. It was alot of hard work, but so, so worth it.....

Sometimes the truth is vulgar....

I don't like tact!

Refreshing would imply that I'm not used to it!

It was good times. Took me almost a full day to recover.

"i sometimes feel like being to responsible is kind of crippling in a way..."

yes! in a weird way, yes.

btw, whenever you drop in the , it makes me laugh for some reason. you use it very poetically.

i loved the anniversary party!

im procrastinating on my spanish homework...damn evil internet!
or shall i say ...damn lazy testy!

Of course not!!

Unless ppl want to pay my botox and face lifts and ass lifts and whatever else I want... But the thing is: I don't think I would do it even if I had someone else paying 'cause just seems like a waste of time to sit and wait to be good again. I'd rather have like two weeks more of wild life if that's the case. LOL

you are right...I look back now and see what I did to myself and people around me and it makes me appreciate where I am now...I decided to not call her - though she called me today. I know I pissed her off - but - I was pretty blunt. I'll be there to help her if she decides to help herself, but I am done being the listening post...It has even started to affect how I have been with the boytoy (crush, boyfriend?)...I had to apologize to him today because I have been pretty self-centered throughout the past few days...But - you are a truly wise woman....

I am just and all about the dancing shoes, sweetie!!!

A DJ at a work party? How can those be put together with positive results? Honestly

See, I must be a prude...but gathering around a fake bong, putting my mouth on a tube that has had lord knows how many other mouths on it and getting tipsy in a public place around judgmental types just doesn't sound appealing. If It were just an aroma that filled the air and it were w/friends, then that would seem decent.

Whatever happened to the days when just getting drunk was enough?

think he got off...

Starsky & Hutch was my favorite show. I just posted that because that fucking song has been stuck in my head all week.

Remember the ABC Wednesday night lineup back in the day: Charlie's Angels, Starsky & Hutch, and Baretta. Old school sex and violence, perfect for a preteen boy.

I have never seen that movie but now I really really need to! i hope you had fun at the holiday party!

I still have a crush on Cheryl Ladd.

I think the internet is GIVING me a headache. I just took 3 aspirin.

Sweet dreams.

Jennifer Jason Leigh is my favorite "fragile possesive neurotic" ever. She's also very beautiful. I had the biggest crush on her after seeing her in Miami Blues and Flesh + Blood (which is a great dirty Paul Verheuven Medieval Knightsmovie with Rutger Hauer).

Hope you're feeling better. How am I doing? Pretty great actually. Haven't felt so complete in a long time. I spent the last two years picking up pieces of myself and I think I'm finally done and able to move on. There are days when I just feel old, though, but I guess there's no way around that.

i would love to be a writer of some sorts. And causing a lot of poeple's fragile lil mids to become as warped as mine

thank you x2
and yea a bummer about kellyjoy. luckily i remembered her homepage after all. Plus i know (sadly) that she models for domai as well.

I have a feeling she was archived because she was on other sites. Oh well.

Can't ask for much more than getting to work on time!

It's usually on when I've been drinking all day that I have that extended recovery time.

It's not just you.

Time flies, aeroplanes crash, right?

Let's drink to that.

it is freakishly warm today.

Are you down for a Boston-Dosh-Fest at my place, pookie?

hahaha, I am making Rosemary scented truffle this year as one of the flavs. Oh my god, I need to stop the ummmmm......quality control?

I reworked the chocolate and the texture is absolute heaven, they are gonna be a pain in the ass to dip, but man will it be worth it !!

Hope your weeks been good lovey !

Thanks for the kind support