So meet me here at 2pm, k? There's a really good (and relatively inexpensive) sushi place down the street from me. Also, the movie is playing in Braintree at 4 pm, so we could head that way and say hello to Raedyn at work if you guys feel like.
I havent seen that film maybe I will rent it, I need to do loads of stuff like watching movies to keep my mind still! Thanks for the nice wishes, I know its not really that bad Im jsut trying to keep things in perspective but its been such a rubbish time and I dont know why I was so stupid not to leave months ago, ah well we learn. Hope things are good with you and thank you so much for the comments on my new set by the way, Im going to try and not leave it another year inbetween this and the next one like last time! x
sigh.. theres a lot I am willing to sacrafice to have someone in Ethans life who treats him so well... thats just my instict as a mother. Still.. I would continue the relationship because E-baby loves him so much (as do I).. but yeah.. its not in my hands.. so.. yeah.. things are as they are. I feel like im going thru the first 3 stages of mourning all at once.. I feel sad and pissed off at the same time.
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and yeah..the pub is great....its the oldest one in oxford...and hidden away in a maze of back alleys...so that only those that know its there find it.
Aw silly head, make sure you get the right thing next time! I've decided my heart is not aching and Im going to do so much better now because I was being treated liek shit, hope I keep feeling ok though.... ahaha bet I feel like shit tomorrow or something x
Usually Danjal is really good at finding cult-ish movies to watch even if they were released a long ass time ago. But, I never heard of Freeway. I must go get it now. Anyway, have you seen Hard Candy? I remember that I mentioned it to you earlier this year when it came out, but I just couldn't track it down at the theatre. Dan and I actually went to see it in Danvers because they had it listed with movie times and all but when we got there, the ticket counter guy told us that they pulled the movie that morning. So, I cant recall if you saw it, but if you didn't , SEE IT!!!!! I just have one complaint about this movie, but I wont say it until I know if you've seen it.
I had a decent Sunday, went for a quick run after brunch to blow off some steam. Work was alright, I was working with seasoned ppl so there was no bullshit like last night.
I am packing to move, but I keep finding things to look at, so I end up sorting through old notes and books, etc. So it is taking longer than anticipated...
yeah, I saw that today too. Had a free ticket cause I bought the new unrated version of the first one. I never watched that show until some chick told me I looked like Bam Margera, and I was like "who the fuck is Bam Margera?"
Heh. Me neither. My relationship with my mother is beyond complicated. She's both the strongest and most amazing woman in the world, and the craziest, most abusive woman in the world. I've forgiven her for a lot, because what she went through as a child was a million times worse than what she did to my sister and I. But I'm 29 now. Almost 30. I've been married for over 5 years, have a career, a life. I just can't be involved in her craziness anymore. Her sister just left a voicemail for me on my cell phone asking if my mother left the country again. SHe didn't tell her own sister! Yesterday was Goose's bday, and it would've been my grandfather's 70th bday. It was extra emotional for me. Tomorrow is my mom's birthday. I just feel very angry and sad.
God, I'm rambling. Guess I needed to vent after all.
Glad to hear about the film! I'm hoping to see it this week, but, first, I need to get out of jury duty come Monday morning.
The trip was very good in parts, but a bit frustrating in others. For one, it was a sad realisation on my part to perceive that the three friends we met there, ostensibly all open-minded folks, seemed to want to cast aspersions on SuicideGirls when the site came up in conversation. It sucks immensely to see the negative qualities of people whom you otherwise like.
But, above any of the negativity...my goodness, did C. and I eat well! Costa Rican, Russian, soul, Middle Eastern, and a whole lot of food from the vegetarian Chicago Diner. I'm a bloated mess...and I love it! I also had a spinach pie today so, if I do die from e. coli, remember me in false mythical terms and not as the unoriginal dumbass I've been for so much of my life...
damn - had i known you years back, i could have hooked you up with my roommate kevin (a he), who became nedula (a trans-she) during the course of our roomate-hood. good times! too twisted for me? mmmmmmm, unlikely (though anything's possible)