I am going to bitch and complain about my failed marriage on here. Since FB is full of haters and happily married couples.
Fuck marriage.. I have never been through so much emotional pain in my life. I kind of hope this moment in my life will be freakishly anti-climactic in comparison to the rest of my life. It better become a faint memory, or I'll be figuring out a way to get my "license to kill." What I think hurts the most is that I gave my entirety to this bastard and he left me for a hobbit who can't even pass college, let alone not be a skank. Anyway, that was purely selfish of me to say and I don't give a fuck. Now I admit we had our problems, but I always loved him and I believe I always will.. He threw me to the dogs and left me with nothing except a few pieces of hand-me-down furniture that his mother gave him, by the way and I quote "Isn't yours.. My mother gave it to ME, I am just feeling generous enough to leave it with you." What he really is saying "Nothing in this house is yours, you just live here and I LET you live here.. Also I'm not feeling generous I am just too cheap to buy a Uhaul."
Fuck off. Fairy-tales don't exist, I am also horrendously jealous of the people who are happily married with happy little fuck children. I'm not entirely sure where the wrong turn was that I happened to walk my happy ass down but god damn it, why wasn't there a sign? Again, when I think back there were plenty of signs. I was just "blindly" in love. Now my heart is smashed into shards, and you can't exactly glue shards back together because you tend to slice your fingers.. I can't afford legit band-aids, so so much for that solution. Gorilla glue tends to work wonders though.. Albeit toxic.
I am also mad that he is now going to have the life that we were supposed to have together with his hobbit.. Who wonderfully for him, can actually produce children.. Unlike his sterile ex wife, who is currently complaining on SG about irreversible things. -sigh- I am thinking of posting this on FB for all the happy-go-lucky married couples can see how marriage isn't always as awesome as it is in the movies, divorce is depicted quite well though. Kudos hollywood.
Luckily for me I am receiving free legal aid, and well.. half of his money and alimony. Woo, I usually wouldn't want any of his godforsaken money but hey, he walked all over me and didn't even have the decency to share his furniture with me.. Good luck forgetting me when you have to write a check every month, asshole.
Good-day.
Fuck marriage.. I have never been through so much emotional pain in my life. I kind of hope this moment in my life will be freakishly anti-climactic in comparison to the rest of my life. It better become a faint memory, or I'll be figuring out a way to get my "license to kill." What I think hurts the most is that I gave my entirety to this bastard and he left me for a hobbit who can't even pass college, let alone not be a skank. Anyway, that was purely selfish of me to say and I don't give a fuck. Now I admit we had our problems, but I always loved him and I believe I always will.. He threw me to the dogs and left me with nothing except a few pieces of hand-me-down furniture that his mother gave him, by the way and I quote "Isn't yours.. My mother gave it to ME, I am just feeling generous enough to leave it with you." What he really is saying "Nothing in this house is yours, you just live here and I LET you live here.. Also I'm not feeling generous I am just too cheap to buy a Uhaul."
Fuck off. Fairy-tales don't exist, I am also horrendously jealous of the people who are happily married with happy little fuck children. I'm not entirely sure where the wrong turn was that I happened to walk my happy ass down but god damn it, why wasn't there a sign? Again, when I think back there were plenty of signs. I was just "blindly" in love. Now my heart is smashed into shards, and you can't exactly glue shards back together because you tend to slice your fingers.. I can't afford legit band-aids, so so much for that solution. Gorilla glue tends to work wonders though.. Albeit toxic.
I am also mad that he is now going to have the life that we were supposed to have together with his hobbit.. Who wonderfully for him, can actually produce children.. Unlike his sterile ex wife, who is currently complaining on SG about irreversible things. -sigh- I am thinking of posting this on FB for all the happy-go-lucky married couples can see how marriage isn't always as awesome as it is in the movies, divorce is depicted quite well though. Kudos hollywood.
Luckily for me I am receiving free legal aid, and well.. half of his money and alimony. Woo, I usually wouldn't want any of his godforsaken money but hey, he walked all over me and didn't even have the decency to share his furniture with me.. Good luck forgetting me when you have to write a check every month, asshole.
Good-day.
Good luck, chin up, go spend (his) money.