Ever have that feeling that you're just not good enough?
I do.
A lot.
It seems that anytime I ever try to do anything, I always fuck it up, whether it's a friendship, or an activity. Nothing goes properly and I end up feeling like shit, even though I was just trying to be nice.
Do you think there are people out there who are just destined to do things incorrectly by accident? Like forgetting to add the packet of crystals to the rootbeer mix, even though the directions are right there?
I'd call it absentmindedness, but it happens even when I am particularily diligent and one-hundred percent on-task.
And doing it around some people makes me want to cry, and cut again.
I just want to do something right for a change!
I do.
A lot.
It seems that anytime I ever try to do anything, I always fuck it up, whether it's a friendship, or an activity. Nothing goes properly and I end up feeling like shit, even though I was just trying to be nice.
Do you think there are people out there who are just destined to do things incorrectly by accident? Like forgetting to add the packet of crystals to the rootbeer mix, even though the directions are right there?
I'd call it absentmindedness, but it happens even when I am particularily diligent and one-hundred percent on-task.
And doing it around some people makes me want to cry, and cut again.
I just want to do something right for a change!
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holden_caulfield:
Perhaps I will post The Raven soon instead. That's quality Poe poetry. 
holden_caulfield:
You'll feel better once you graduate.