My baby is dead & I'm broken🐱🥺
Few people knew that I had another cat in addition to Cosmos, who spent 15.5 happy years with me. Shusya didn't like to be photographed, so you didn't see pics with her often.
Half a year ago, she was found to have blood cancer, after which she was also found to have immunodeficiency. I fought for her life as best I could. We gave her injections every day and my cat did not look like a sick animal at all.
But on March 6, when I returned from filming in another city, I found that the life in my cat began to fade rapidly. I knew this moment would come, but I wasn't ready for it🥺
My baby was melting before my eyes and every day it was harder for her to walk, she stopped eating on her own🐈
Her strength left her in 4 days.
All these days I spent in tears, it killed me as well as her every day more and more. I lost more than 3 kilos and barely forced myself to eat anything today.
My cats are the only children I want and will have. These are my family members.
And today I made one of the hardest decisions for myself - I had to euthanize her to sleep. If we didn't do it as soon as possible, Shusya would have died in torment within a week. I couldn't let her suffer any more😭😭
It's driving me crazy, but I know it was the only sensible thing to do. I found her on the street as a kitten when I was 10 years old, and at 25 I say goodbye to her and thank her for being by my side all these years. I love her, and I always will.
Goodbye my love, my child, my friend & my soul. I'm grateful for everything🙏🐱♥️
Just help me get through this shit😭
@missy @penny @lemon @yessybear
