Good luck! I just come to SG for SGDC and the blogs; I don't even look at the girls anymore....well, I go through phases. I'm just hoping to finally meet some people this weekend, so if I decide not to renew this year, I can continue some friendships off the site. I think a lot of people get to the same point that you are at right now.
At one point during Cloverfield I was sitting with my head between my knees, trying not to throw up. Apparently my friends thought I was just really moved by the film and trying not to cry!
It is more like I am addicted, but not in love. Like I have to, but I don't get the same high anymore.