shacolwal

Freedom and the fearlessness to be free. This is what inspires me. However, I truly struggle with the practice of freedom and being fearless. I fear conflict, because, what if I am not prepared, if I dont have my facts straight or all the information I need? I have to balance freedom of time with my work and family and relationships, which dominates my existence to the point of an almost absence of self. I have to balance freedom of thought with appreciation of others feelings and emotions.

I look to world outside of my home to inspire me with ways to continue on and I am continuously reminded that life is a journey not a destination. It is often easy for me to find comfort in routine and forget that we either change or die and that change is the only thing that stays the same.

I think one of lifes hardest challenges for me is to find a balance of being true to myself, yet sensitive to the needs of those around me. I dont want to be afraid to be myself, but I know I must adapt who I am to my environment and the needs of those that love me. Sometimes this balancing act seems more than I can bear, so I am thankful that I have others to help me out.