Tuesday January 10, 2006 - 8:15 AM
So Sad frown
Nancy is here, we just finished watching March of The Penguins, cute movie, I liked it but it was a little slow. Nancy fell asleep towards the end, she's crashed now. I can't sleep, It's 0500 now and we have to be up at 0700. Fuck I am so sad right now, this is killing me. Seeing her and knowing were about to walk seperate paths. We'll always love eachother though. I know we'll always be in one anothers lives. Fuck I'm teary eyed again, it's taking everything I got to keep the tears from streaming down my face. Why did this happen? I never thought it would go this way. I so fucked up and it's so hard to live with myself knowing what I did.
So Sad frown
Nancy is here, we just finished watching March of The Penguins, cute movie, I liked it but it was a little slow. Nancy fell asleep towards the end, she's crashed now. I can't sleep, It's 0500 now and we have to be up at 0700. Fuck I am so sad right now, this is killing me. Seeing her and knowing were about to walk seperate paths. We'll always love eachother though. I know we'll always be in one anothers lives. Fuck I'm teary eyed again, it's taking everything I got to keep the tears from streaming down my face. Why did this happen? I never thought it would go this way. I so fucked up and it's so hard to live with myself knowing what I did.
congrats on the new job. glad to hear you're not going away. i have to buy myself more membership very soon too...
so what's happening? are you moving away from her? you just got a job there...sorry i'm easily confused. i can't imagine you've fucked up everything so bad. it's really hard to understand what's going on but you're not a bad person. you'll get through this. big supportive hugs...take care of yourself.