We all want to be somebody.

If you were looking for someone to tell you how to live, guess I am the wrong guy to leave a comment I don't think it is a sign of getting old, just getting tired of seeing the same old shit time and time again. Gets pretty fucking old real quick. I guess at 20, you don't really give a shit because everything s still fairly new and it hasn't played itself out yet. At 30, I wanted everyone to keep the drama the fuck away from me while I pined for my lost or misspent youth. 35 rolls around and I just want people to go away, but I still want something / someone around to lean on or fuck around with. Can't make up my own damn mind nowadays
At least I still have my........ Nope that's fucked up too Don't worry honey, we are all jaded insecure malcontents who become more so with the passing of evey year. But you still got me

I wish I could do something for you.
If you think of anything just ask

Girl I think it's about time we meet..in person! You should try to meet up with us sometime.. come to Havana if you can..or one of PunkNiteMike's shows!! They are fun!!! I spen a lot of time at home too though!

I feel ya on the single thing..I hate it! I wanna get laid, I wanna feel that warm body behind me, but I like to cuddle..lol But I too don't feel sex

and I think ya sexy

I suggest you wear clothes..but if you wanna come naked..that's OK too..I guess it would be clothes optional?? Really it's up to you!

Sounds good to me I have someone that stops by occasinally for that kind of deal, but it's not really on my terms, so I think I am done with it. How fucking sad is that?

once a metalhead ALWAYS a metalhead, words to live by!

and yes, come hang out with us. i go to columbus quite regularly with my crew for SG Havana nights as well as concerts. and ive been wanting to meet ya since we started talking on here. and i promise, i dont bite unless ya want me to!

so whaddya say? come hang out with us or we'll come hang out with you!

I am looking at having that done!! Let me know how it goes for you!! Good luck!

18 years is pretty fuckin cool. congrats, say hi to Bill W. for me. i quit hard drugs in 96. i did it at a place called Duffy's.
good luck with the burning...


cuddling sucks.

makes sense to me... to both of your benefits... It happens

ya know i dont drink, right? ive never been a drinker really, plus i hate beer. so you're always welcome to hang out with me. and you'd be surprised, there are alot more people who come to events that dont drink than you think. you should come to columbus as i'll be there a handful of times in the coming months!

Wow. I have read your blogs before, but I don't think I've ever left a comment! And I really don't have the answers... except to say that I'm pretty sure that YOU have the answers already. They're like me... just lurking, waiting for the right moment to say hi to you.

Eighteen years fucking ROCKS! Both of my parents are recovering alcoholics. Twenty-one years this year. Yeah. My childhood was fucked. But I wouldn't trade it-- or them-- for the world. They are among my best friends now. Even though I be a pagan who likes tequila! So... Happy AA Birthday on the 25th. Wanna know something else cool? My granny, who was my one of my favorite people ever, was born on February 25.

Good luck with the ablation. I will be praying that it all goes well!

And while I'm here being long-winded, I have wanted to tell you FOREVER that I love your ink and I think you're an amazing human being. Can we be friends yet? Pretty please with sugar on top?

PS-- That Fukitol pill is wonderful!!!! I wants one!

Nah, no emo here. I finished trying to fix my finger, then wound up stabbing myself in the palm of my other hand while making dinner. Nice day I had. I just sat out on the front patio drinking tea, bleeding all over the place because it refused to fuckng stop, and watching the eclipse. Good times

You gotta feel what you're feeling then you move on.

Congrats on the 18 and I'll be thinking of you on the 25th!

Sorry about all the angst in your Life right now.

but i like to watch.

I go to sleep and you're slichtzefreak and I wake up and you're Curlysue!

I wish I could wake up and be "totally organized, clean house owning Pheme" but you know what they say about wishes.

You know, right, cus I can't remember what they say.

I feel a lot of what you're feeling right now. Congrats on the 18 years, that's fucking amazing!!

The 25th, wow in like 2 days time. Poor you; I hope it all goes to plan.

Life is shit and then you die. That's about it really

Sorry things are so SUCK right now...looks like there are alot of people here who care about what happens with you though, hopefully that helps some.

The ablation will be a godsend. I had my uterus removed almost ten years ago, and I don't feel older as a result. I felt relieved... I'd had a lot of issues with it, and wasn't sorry to see it go.

Getting laid will help, BTW

Be well, be happy!

Ah, don't worry honey, I may have been a fool in love, but there's not a chance in hell I would ever have given him my password for anything!! I have however changed it just in case he saw me type it one day or something like that but I doubt it very much, I'm too quick! Thanks for the helpful advice though, it's much appreciated.

Hope you have a fab Sunday.

x

I wish you all the best for tomorrow!

Hey, you're CurlySue again!

I just wanted to stop by and say good luck with the surgery tomorrow! I'll be thinking of you!