Maybe its not you. Maybe there is a dark curse on your yard. Maybe some old woman who lived there before you was killed by a Franks Nursery truck and her Wiccan sister whipped up a spell that said that only the simplest of plants could ever grow in your yard.

See... you shouldn't be so quick to criticize yourself. There is a perfectaly rational explanation.

Good evening dear,
Hope your tuesday is going well. I agree that not being able to go straight into the phlob class has really thrown me for a curve but, now I must bend along with the curve. It will put me off track a bit but, then again I am the keeper of the track. If things happen for a reason then I'm blind to it as of yet. You are quite the positive lady aren't you?
Portland has a lot of variety for vegetarians. I've never been keen on red meat or fish (as I don't trust our oceans to be clean) I rather like the taste & texture of tofu so I order it alot. Milk is another thing I don't really trust as with all the hormones & such. I believe it's all that crap that makes us sooo aggressive & such. So, I don't know what I'd be labeled but, I enjoy eating healthy. Omlettes are good I agree, I order the tofu scramble that actually has no meat whatsoever.
It's quite easy if those around you are vegans to be one yourself. It appears to be a fad like bisexuality at the moment but, who knows how long that will last.
I agree with you in your journal entry about letting her go in peace. It just seems like another blown up news thing to get our minds off the fact that were still involved in a massive war & that a lot of young people are dying for nothing.
I just finished that Dave Navarro book about Heroin & before that Anthony Keadis's problem with it. Now I'm reading Coma by Alex Garland (who wrote the Beach & 28 Days Later) I'm begining to feel quite out of really. I tend to meld into whatever I'm around & this is getting alittle weriod.
Hope your well & look forward to chatting soon.

Good afternoon,
I hope you had a great time with your friends this weekend in Gainsville.
Hopefully you didn't bike too much on that painful seat of yours.
Well, yes I see now the value that taking Latin would've had on my future career. I've now 104 prefixes & suffixes under my belt. It takes studying & I'm putting in the effort.
I envy you & your attempt at remaining positive. For me it seems sometimes I run on anger towards within. Now that I'm older it's subsided a great deal as I've accepted myself as who & what I've done in the past to get to here. Sometimes it still creeps in & I'll be in a total crap mood the entire day.
It's true with me as well about if I'd gone to college straight out of highschool but, instead I believe I might have met better people then those around me now. Not saying my friends are bad it's just that they have a lack of strive that I don't agree with.
It's true there does seem to be a niche available in Orlando for a veg restaurant. Here we have them poping up all the time. I just saw another one downtown yesterday that I must try. I commend you for making the veg food at home. I had the tufu again this morning, yummy.
Neon Genesis sounds very deep & interesting to say the least. Reminds me a bit of Matrix & if you don't watch the little cartoon animatrix before each movie you'll miss a great deal of whats happening.
I honestly think the whole thing with humans trying to play God & the cloneing sitsuation isn't in our best interests. There can't be a positive outcome to cloneing humans at all. It can only be a means to an end. I was raised Roman Cathlic but, as I've gotten older I lost my faith in organized religon but, continue to have faith.
Hope your well & have a great week.