It does indeed suck, thats sad im sorry.

Does it sound lame to say 15 years is a good life? When my mum's cat died I as at least comforted by the fact they lived a good time.

about the cat.

Thanks about the pic comment I might do another suicideboys set wearing it but a navy costume just gives too much of a gay stripper vibe i think...haha.

I suppose the only thing in life that's inevitable is death.

What about birth?

there is always a new begining, remember that.

You would know the secret of death.

But how shall you find it unless you seek it in the heart of life?

The owl whose night-bound eyes are blind unto the day cannot unveil the mystery of light.

If you would indeed behold the spirit of death, open your heart wide unto the body of life.

For life and death are one, even as the river and the sea are one.

In the depth of your hopes and desires lies your silent knowledge of the beyond;

And like seeds dreaming beneath the snow your heart dreams of spring.

Trust the dreams, for in them is hidden the gate to eternity.

Your fear of death is but the trembling of the shepherd when he stands before the king whose hand is to be laid upon him in honour.

Is the shepherd not joyful beneath his trembling, that he shall wear the mark of the king?

Yet is he not more mindful of his trembling?

For what is it to die but to stand naked in the wind and to melt into the sun?

And what is to cease breathing, but to free the breath from its restless tides, that it may rise and expand and seek God unencumbered?

Only when you drink from the river of silence shall you indeed sing.

And when you have reached the mountain top, then you shall begin to climb.

And when the earth shall claim your limbs, then shall you truly dance.

[Edited on Jan 20, 2005 5:54PM]

sending much empathy to you

Why is it that everytime S answers a question he quotes The Prophet?

I asked what he was doing last weekend. The conversation went a little like this:

Me: Yo, what's going down?
SW: The sea that calls all things unto her calls me, and I must embark
M: I didn't know you sailed. When are you going?
S: Yet I cannot tarry longer.
M: Tonight? Wow, I'm glad I caught you. So what have you been up to, man? I haven't seen you in a while.
S: You have walked among us a spirit, and your shadow has been a light upon our faces
M: I've missed you too. I'm heading out to Hot Pink tonight. You wanna go?
S: Of the good in you I can speak, but not of the evil.
M: I know you hate that place and you'd rather not speak of it.
S: For it is his to fill your need, but not your emptiness.
M: Yah, that's why I'm going. I have to fill my need for some sweet ass.
S: Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your reason and your judgment wage war against passion and your appetite.
M: True, true. There's two girls that go there that I've been hitting on but I don't know if I should try to get with both of them or go with the one that I think would give it up sooner.
S: Surely you would not honour one guest above the other; for he who is more mindful of one loses the love and the faith of both
M: So you're saying I should try to get them to go into a three-way?
S: I would have you consider your judgment and your appetite even as you would two loved guests in your house
M: Yah, a three-way would be nice.
S: Therefore let your soul exalt your reason to the height of passion; that it may sing.
M: It would be pretty hot sex. I'd just feel bad about it because I really do like them.
S: Oftentimes in denying yourself pleasure you do but store the desire in the recesses of your being.
M: You're a wise man, S.
S: And your body is the harp of your soul.
M: Why thanks, man. I always thought so as well.
S: Less hasty am I than the wind, yet I must go.
M: Ok, brother. I'll see you later.
S: Yea, I shall return with the tide.
M: Cool, I'll see you when you get back.
S: Fare you well, people of Orphalese.
M: I'm from Phoenix, but whatever, man.
S: Forget not that I shall come back to you.
M: Ok. See you. [Hang up]

[Edited on Jan 21, 2005 4:07PM]

I'm sorry to hear about the kittie.

Thats quite a comment Mikey made.

damn you sir!!! M is going down

True stories are always funny.