Awww, I had a crush on this guy when I was like 15 and he was probably 18. We worked together and I always wanted to talk to him or hang out with him but I was too shy and felt like I was way too young. So nothing ever happened, and now I haven't seen him in probably 2 1/2 years. While I know it probablly never would have worked out, I still wonder about it sometimes. Like you, I feel sad and find myself asking "what if...", but then again if I had, maybe I never would have met Sam. I have always believed that all things happen (or don't happen) for a reason. Even if you don't believe in fate, she is just one girl in a world of millions.
Hey, that e-mail you sent me about the films got sent to my junk mailbox, so I didn't notice it until now. It seems like you've got a lot to keep you busy, but don't get discouraged, I imagine that is a pretty competitive field. So are those people you sent me pictures of some of the people you work together with on your films?