scullyt

Well today started out pretty sad, I pretty much woke up and went into the bathroom and cried for 2 hours. This has been a difficult week for me, lots of drama.... Tuesday my friend had her son circumsized (which I am not a big believer in, but whatever) and he had to go to the emergency room and have the bleeding stopped, it took 4 hours!!! Mind you he is 3 weeks old! Then Wednesday my father inlaw fucked us out of $2000 that we were going to use to move, and then we found out Thursday that he never paid for our joint storage space and I lost all my stuff (more about it in my last journal entry). Everything kind of mellowed out until today, which just happens to be my mom's birthday which started out bad for her too. Anyways back to why I had my mini breakdown, see 9 years ago I lost my best friend on this day, she died just a week shy of her 19th birthday. My life has never been the same, she was that one friend who just knew you, and I mean "KNEW" you! I miss her everyday and wonder what she would be up to if she were alive now. She would have been Xander's Aunty Sush, and he would have loved her, I know cause I did! Anyways I'm going to put an end to this day, and leave you with this:





Their not the best pictures, but it's all I have left



But on a happier note, my son in the kitty bed!!