scrubbinsjs

the collective shadow harmonic


yesterday i finished
with tomorrows tasks
and today you found the aswer
to the questions no one asked

its just a step ahead
a step behind
stumbling onward
drunk and blinded

by your constant consternation
with the threat to all your pride
your constant fear of missing out
has made you miss your ride

its just a shove away
another day...
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ok so someone wanted me to put this story in my journal so they could read it. this happened several yrs back when i was living around d.c. i had met this stripper name mary jane (yes that was her real name) anyway in the course of our conversations she had mentrioned that she had never been to a zoo before, so i thought it...
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exactly what am i supposed to say to women? i don't think i'll ever figure it out. when i just talk about what i love girls never warm up to that? i get nervous because my past experience has always told me that what i want to say is usually wrong. i see guys who treat thier girls like crap and they love them for...
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well today starts my week off. and i've kicked it off by doing absolutely nothing. i'll probably hit the gym alittle later, and i have talked to my tattoo artist about my next piece. so i have done somethings. mostly though i've been looking up information about my blackfoot heritage. thats proved somewhat interesting. anyway gotta call ryan again and see if i can email...
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well 4th of july weekend came and went. my friend kevin came down from from md, and we went to a bbq at his old co-workers. awesome pork, and the guys daughter is kinda hot. have to start spending more time down there

i was tasked out to the ft campbell carnival for the 3rd and the 4th. i got out early on the third...
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welltc3 is finished. that last day was brutal. so i had fun. my friend is up here from md. so we're going to party this weekend. gotta get out more. sittting around the barracks all day is just boring

well i'm almost finished tc3. i had my jugular sticks yesterday. it wasn't too bad. i nailed my patients on the first try. and i took two ivs because my viens are really good. today was the exam. i got a 95, aced the practical validations on airway. tomorrow is the obstacle course. thats a b, because we have to wear the interceptor vests while...
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this is my first entry, i started my tc3 (tactical casualty combat care) course today. its pretty intersting. we do out jugular iv sticks tomorrow, which means that someone is going to be shoving a needle and cathater into my jugualr. fun stuff. plus i learn how to do chest tubes. nothing much is changing, but i'm one step closer to the end. i wonder...
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