ha!

I know but I can never follow through with anything.

that bed is giving me nightmares because it's fucking small.

I think it's blood.

a little bacteria never hurt anyone.

Yeah, that's pretty creepy.

cool haha

Should I shave tomorrow?

I think that is an awesome pic.

ironic.

Interesting pic.

I know things will get better. I just hate that I keep making the same mistakes.

The daughter and the friend who moved away are one and the same. Calling the farm to see if they had heard from her was probably a mistake. Apparently her dad blames me for her move. He never did like me much.

yes.

Thank you for your kind words to my journal! One of the few good things this week has been seeing how kind SG members are to me. It's odd, but really cool, how nice people here are.

I like you better without a beard too.

I've been moving. and i'm finally done moving.

*whew

I hate moving. did i ever tell you how much i hate moving?

crazy picture!

about my pic with the blue hair wow i was probably 14 maybe even 13 lol

oh scary - you missed my threads.

- caffiene
- refined sugars
- starches
- xanax/valium
- painkillers

typical day -

B
egg white omlet w/ one whole egg and spinach and half banana/apple
- b complex
- primrose oil
- fish oil
- flax seed
- fiber

L
Tuna/Cottage Cheese or turkey
other half of apple or banana or beans
salad veggies

snack
protien bar
green tea

D
Grilled chicken, fish, turkey burger, shrimp
mixed vegetables/beans

Need to sober up and clean out. Also got fat beyond easy returning point.

I have recipes on the friends threads!

Well to be honest, it started as a detox from painkillers/xanax/starbucks cocktails. But now that I am feeling better - I need to lose about 35 pounds....too... so we will see. I travel a lot - its hard to stay on track.

Why is it that most women get that, but most men don't? Maybe I'm just hanging out with the wrong men.

Thank you for the birthday wishes.

wow I haven't been round these parts in a while.