aww i'm glad to hear your dog is ok. and i'm glad to hear your ok too. i think i'm somewhat in your (old) boat. i'm bitter, even though i don't like to be. i've just been hurt so much.
anywho, i'm also glad you got your tire slasher figured out (at least pretty much.) it's stupid to be pissed about things that happened so long ago, even though many people (and even i) still do it.
I think a better way of dealing with the past self, is by accepting the fact that *yes*, i was that person, that person is still inside of me but she has grown to be the self i am today. Its all about self growth and moving forwards, if you deny that part of yourself, you are holding back other emotions you could be feeling. Not saying you WANT to be feeling the depressed suicidal person (of course!), but being able to balance all the emotions and self awareness together, is better than ignoring that side of your being.
Meh, im rambling crap but hey. Hello
Oh, and this made me laugh: VICES: Everyone should believe in somthing, I believe I'll have another beer.
