saruman

I'm pissed off a bit. Not sure why.

My week-end plans (camping and hiking) are shot due to waiting until the last minute to book.

I'm fattening up and sedentarizing too much.

I need a vacation, a real one, at least two if not three weeks.

I'm broke. I keep pretending to myself my job pays better then it does and that my rent is lower then it is. I like my place but it robs me of the ability to quickly pay off debts which means that I pay interests on debts that I could pay quickly given more readily available capital. Which would mean that I would be able to travel for real.

My rent's up in 9 months. Maybe I can move somewhere cheap. Like 450-500$/month, pay off MasterCard, fill up my backpack and take 3-4 weeks off work. If I do all that, and if nothing else changes, I could have good vacations in summer 2007. Something is wrong.

I need to find something to get my mind out of its current depressive moods.