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samuraicowboy

Memphis

Member Since 2003

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Sunday Sep 19, 2004

Sep 19, 2004
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Why must it be so?

Why can I not find myself.....

If you could see these scars, they are a track record of mistakes.

So much blood. My own. Spilled by my own hand. But is it not enough? Do I need more? Than I will gladly give it to you.

Why cant we just be in love and be happy. Why cant I tell whether Im lying to myself or not?

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