Hmmmmm...I dont think its things I'm not saying to people, other than the chicks that I think are cute and awesome. I don't think that's what is getting to me, I've been pretty awesomely happy lately. I'm big on the actions speak louder than words thing, so that could be it. People acknowledge me and all that, just it's like I've lost my voice and I have to scream just to talk. Kinda weird