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today i pulled out a little Trompe Le Monde... lovin the Pixies.
In this horrible weather.

I had dinner last night with the friend of mine who I have a crush on forever. Who has always had a boyfriend...last night she told me that her boyfriend left and moved to San Fransisco. Now she's trying to create a new social circle. It was weird I felt sorry for her and that same time realized that while she is stunningly beautiful and has one of the best senses of humor of any girl I have ever met I came to the realization that it would never work out for us. We're just different people. It was a strange moment... Maybe its cause she is now available... the thrill of lusting after something I can never have is gone... i don't know.