sallydollie

so i am fucking tired of being put down! i am fucking tired of beaing treated like shit! im done. i just dont give a fuck anymore. ill let my man do what he wants. i can now do whatever the hell i want. i mean all he does is tell me that i dont do anything and that i am fat. wtf???? seriously. i dont think i am fat. but obviously i must be. cause he doesnt fucking want me anymore. and to top that off ive been hitting the amn gym everyday at least once, if not twice a day. and ive lost weight. yet what i dont get is if i am fat, the why have i had a really good guy friend ask me to leave my man and get with him. and all he does is tell me that i am fucking beautiful and perfect. well perfect for him. but he never brings me down. and he gets my lifestyle my values and my inner workings. why cant my man understand me. or at least try to understand me? fucking ridiculous. ill let this ride out. he may just be on his man period. but i may have to double up my workouts at the gym now.

all i can say is. fuck fuck fuck!!!!! i am seriously pissed. to day is just a shitty day.there is so much more to add to this than this little tidbit, but i cant even talk about because ill start crying again. and it takes me a lot to cry. and i just dont have it in me.