sailorgirl74

Could I feel any worse? Yes of course I could, but that doesn't feel very relevant right now. I feel like a nasty, selfish, adulterous, bitch. I feel dumped and used and worthless.

As Pedro put it so well...I am an 'epic fuck up'....

I guess this is what you call 'consequences' - and I have no one to blame but myself. I never wanted to hurt anybody, and I should have known better.

Fuck this, I'm really hurting - and I am going to miss him so very much. I hate being his regret.