Kind of bullshit happens to me all the time. It's just a complete headfuck for everyone. I don't think there is a sane way to deal with such disappointments. Sorry to hear this. Write some music about it? That always helps me relieve that horrible angst.

Why thank you, Miss Ginger Kid. Do you have anything online of your band?

Don't know if you're interested, we don't have any real tracks up, just demos for the next month or so, but I play guitar for my band here:

www.myspace.com/weareislands

I know the feeling hun...it's happened to me too many times

Yeah it sucks when its like that. I lived with that kind of disappointment for years. Hope it comes right for you though. Geoff Hugs.

Cheers dude - I'm feeling a bit better now. Just felt like a big smack in the face with a disappointment stick! Tonight was meant to be a release - from a fucking stressful week - but it didn't happen. I'm sweet, there will be other nights...maybe...unless the situation gets too hard. Meh, we'll see...

So why did you live with disappointment for years?

*shamefacedly hugs you*

I'm sorry.


Really sorry.