Thinking about where I was a year ago, it's pretty amazing how I've succeeded in fucking things up since then. People that are no longer in my life, new places, new things...and not for the better... But I'm working on fixing it, it's the journey, not the destination, right?
I've also decided on something. I'm going to start doing the things that I want to do, I'm tired of always thinking that I canät do it for one reason or the other. Sure, there are alot of things that are not as easy to do by your self as the would've been if I hade someone to do it with, but it's my life and I'm the one who's going to regret it if I don't do it in the end.
The weather is really beautiful, spring is here!! And plenty of moments to everything that I want to look back upon in 10 years and think about. Instead of just letting options pass by!! So I'm gonna stop using certain things as excuses and just accept what I have and don't have going for me. I have some things against me, but so does everyone else, no reason to not live life to the fullest.
Just some blurry thoughts