Tuesday Dec 09, 2008

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real talk, no shit.



I get this funny feeling deep inside me and I cant seem to shake it.

No matter what I do and how many times I tell it to go away it always comes back.

It always rises up just at the right time to make me doubt everything, everyone and mostly myself. To make me more of a recluse than I already am. To cause me to grow close to new people, quickly. And often to push people who were once close to me away.

I dont know what it is that causes it, nor do I know how to explain it. I just wish it would go away.




Dear Santa,
Please bring me TI, Weezy, and Daniel Craig.
Or a new vibrator.
But I would just prefer the real thing.
pawko4b:
That is indeed an interesting selection in men my dear.
schiavona:
Poor sweetie. Our brains can be rather stupid at times and trick us into doing things that are not the best for us. Wish I had an answer or idea for this one. Maybe it's partially that new people are just like a shiny new toy, full of mystery and promised fun, making old friends seems dull in comparison. If this sounds possible, try to actively take your time with new people and force yourself to remember all the fun that old friends can bring.

If not, please ignore. wink

kiss kiss

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