It always makes me happy when people comment on my blog posts. 
Thank youuuu!
Hmm.. I dunno what to say I guess. Things are looking up I guess. I have a job interview at Second Cup tomorrow (its so close to where I live, I could walk there! awesome!). At this point in the game, I REALLY hope I get it. However, I'm going to miss all my free time that I haven't made the best use of. But I'm also not sure if it'll be full time or not. I'm kind of indifferent about that, unless they have benefits, and then I'll definitely want to work full time. Otherwise, i'm counting on painting houses by May. My friend's boyfriend is starting up a painting franchise
My friend has booked a table for May at the mall (I think, otherwise its at the University) for selling her knitting and crafts, so she invited me to get in on it too. So now I need to knit like a crazy person for the next month. I think I'll also do some sewing of some sort, to sell. We'll see. But I find to get any work done, I need a deadline to be really productive.
The shoot I was supposed to photograph is supposed to be rescheduled for this week sometime, but I haven't heard back from the person coordinating everything. But yeah, I'll be doing that this week, and I'm trying to get excited for it. Why aren't I excited?
I dunno, I'm just feeling down AGAIN. What's the cause of it? The boyfriend. Ugh. I like him so much, and I miss him so much, and hanging out once a week (if that) just isn't cutting it, and I think we need to talk about some things. I always find the boy isn't as interested as I am, time and time again, and I'm not sure why. I couldn't care less about dating someone... UNTIL I meet someone I'm really interested in and then its like they become my world. I don't remember what it's like to be single. I've sort of been seeing someone since October of last year, and not really been entirely alone since.
And besides boyfriend things, I'm also feeling like a deadbeat since I"m not going full-speed ahead about finding a job (at least I have an interview though, that's great!), and I haven't worked on any of my personal projects because I'm too busy feeling down and uninspired. What do I do?
I think I'm just too hard on myself. But one of my housemates said that maybe I just need this time to just relax and take things slow, after working at such a lame and stressful job, and have a stressful living situation.
Well.. I 've been doing a lot of introspection, analyzing my bad habits and ways to combat them, trying to make changes in my life and find ways to do that, etc. I think that's a good thing.
Oh yeah, I'm going au natural, starting today officially.
I'm going to stop taking birth control (after being on it for 4 years straight) and I dunno... I haven't shaved my underarms for about a week and a half so.. I'm growing that, too Should be interesting. I'm really curious to see what my body will do when its not on birth control. I do remember having incredibly painful menstrual cramps, so I'll probably want to go buy some advil or something. I never buy pain meds.. I don't like taking them if I can help it, but I think cramps are an exception to this rule
I guess that's all. I'm visiting my Gramma today! and I might go pick up my bike from my parents house. It seems like its going to be warm now.
Thank youuuu!
Hmm.. I dunno what to say I guess. Things are looking up I guess. I have a job interview at Second Cup tomorrow (its so close to where I live, I could walk there! awesome!). At this point in the game, I REALLY hope I get it. However, I'm going to miss all my free time that I haven't made the best use of. But I'm also not sure if it'll be full time or not. I'm kind of indifferent about that, unless they have benefits, and then I'll definitely want to work full time. Otherwise, i'm counting on painting houses by May. My friend's boyfriend is starting up a painting franchise
My friend has booked a table for May at the mall (I think, otherwise its at the University) for selling her knitting and crafts, so she invited me to get in on it too
. So now I need to knit like a crazy person for the next month. I think I'll also do some sewing of some sort, to sell. We'll see. But I find to get any work done, I need a deadline to be really productive.
The shoot I was supposed to photograph is supposed to be rescheduled for this week sometime, but I haven't heard back from the person coordinating everything. But yeah, I'll be doing that this week, and I'm trying to get excited for it. Why aren't I excited?
I dunno, I'm just feeling down AGAIN. What's the cause of it? The boyfriend. Ugh. I like him so much, and I miss him so much, and hanging out once a week (if that) just isn't cutting it, and I think we need to talk about some things. I always find the boy isn't as interested as I am, time and time again, and I'm not sure why. I couldn't care less about dating someone... UNTIL I meet someone I'm really interested in and then its like they become my world. I don't remember what it's like to be single. I've sort of been seeing someone since October of last year, and not really been entirely alone since.
And besides boyfriend things, I'm also feeling like a deadbeat since I"m not going full-speed ahead about finding a job (at least I have an interview though, that's great!), and I haven't worked on any of my personal projects because I'm too busy feeling down and uninspired. What do I do?
I think I'm just too hard on myself. But one of my housemates said that maybe I just need this time to just relax and take things slow, after working at such a lame and stressful job, and have a stressful living situation.
Well.. I 've been doing a lot of introspection, analyzing my bad habits and ways to combat them, trying to make changes in my life and find ways to do that, etc. I think that's a good thing.
Oh yeah, I'm going au natural, starting today officially.
I'm going to stop taking birth control (after being on it for 4 years straight) and I dunno... I haven't shaved my underarms for about a week and a half so.. I'm growing that, too Should be interesting. I'm really curious to see what my body will do when its not on birth control. I do remember having incredibly painful menstrual cramps, so I'll probably want to go buy some advil or something. I never buy pain meds.. I don't like taking them if I can help it, but I think cramps are an exception to this rule
I guess that's all. I'm visiting my Gramma today! and I might go pick up my bike from my parents house. It seems like its going to be warm now.
the_captain:
Go get your bike! Nothing better for clearing your mind then a good bike ride!