I've been feeling off since about Thursday evening, and I'm just starting to feel a bit better. I blame it on hormones, a stupid cunt of a doctor, aaaaand... i dunno. I hate feeling this way.. my sweetie (well, now boyfriend as of last night 
) was saying such sweet things to me, and for some reason I couldn't feel anything. I get numb days. I guess it happens when you're not feeling well and a bit stressed I guess.
I think I've finally moved my furniture around in my room for the last time (at least keeping the arrangement longer than a few days at a time). I'm excited to get on with some sewing finally! I'm hoping to maybe sell a few things I make. I've also finally hooked up the tv to the cable, but I'm not sure how to change the channels >.> its some sort of digital cable I guess. Maybe I'll ask one of my housemates.
I finally received a letter from the college I'm trying to get into. I have my interview with them on March 5th. I'm not sure how that's going to go. I'm not even sure what I'm hoping to achieve by taking a course that's about journalism and public relations. I'm taking it because I'm good at writing I guess. And I want to speak to the world.
I haven't thought much about school, or life in general since losing my job. I'm just coasting, enjoying the time off, unconcerned, with a vague plan in mind. The trouble is, I procrastinate and boyfriends are time-consuming, and I enjoy the time consumption too much. February's almost over, its crazy.
I've also got an opportunity to work on an independent project with a like-minded individual. Its photography oriented, and I'm excited for it
I think I'm also in the right mindset to work on the most important project: myself. It bothers me that I can't name what band is my favorite, that I don't even know what to wear anymore as far as clothing goes. Music taste and clothing don't define a person entirely, but it really bothers me that I don't feel excited (more so confused and frustrated) when getting dressed in the morning. So, those are my next projects!
Still job-hunting, still not getting results, and still unconcerned. Thinking I'll wait it out till March to get more serious about a job.
I guess that's all I've got for now. Kind of boring I guess XD
) was saying such sweet things to me, and for some reason I couldn't feel anything. I get numb days. I guess it happens when you're not feeling well and a bit stressed I guess.
I think I've finally moved my furniture around in my room for the last time (at least keeping the arrangement longer than a few days at a time). I'm excited to get on with some sewing finally! I'm hoping to maybe sell a few things I make. I've also finally hooked up the tv to the cable, but I'm not sure how to change the channels >.> its some sort of digital cable I guess. Maybe I'll ask one of my housemates.
I finally received a letter from the college I'm trying to get into. I have my interview with them on March 5th. I'm not sure how that's going to go. I'm not even sure what I'm hoping to achieve by taking a course that's about journalism and public relations. I'm taking it because I'm good at writing I guess.
And I want to speak to the world.
I haven't thought much about school, or life in general since losing my job. I'm just coasting, enjoying the time off, unconcerned, with a vague plan in mind. The trouble is, I procrastinate and boyfriends are time-consuming, and I enjoy the time consumption too much. February's almost over, its crazy.
I've also got an opportunity to work on an independent project with a like-minded individual. Its photography oriented, and I'm excited for it
I think I'm also in the right mindset to work on the most important project: myself. It bothers me that I can't name what band is my favorite, that I don't even know what to wear anymore as far as clothing goes. Music taste and clothing don't define a person entirely, but it really bothers me that I don't feel excited (more so confused and frustrated) when getting dressed in the morning. So, those are my next projects!
Still job-hunting, still not getting results, and still unconcerned.
Thinking I'll wait it out till March to get more serious about a job.
I guess that's all I've got for now. Kind of boring I guess XD